These tedious, tired days are my mortal enemy. All i'm doing is fighting through them for another year and a half. A year and a half until I get to see what the fuck being an "adult" with a "career" is like. Sure I enjoy a pint or two on the weekends with my chums but the ever present dread of quizzes and labs and half dead patients hangs over my head like some cursed mistletoe, with SATAN just waiting to french kiss me!! (hahah!).
The cold, dark mornings, the never ending need to study. Not studying and then panicking. Falling asleep on the subway. Rain and snow bursting out of nowhere as I walk through Manhattan. Realizing slowly that I might be dyslexic, that I don't know 8th grade math and that my job will one day give me cancer. Ahhhh... soak it all in. I'm going to look back on this fondly someday, that's the crazy part. I'll tell people how I travelled to NY to become a radiographic technologist and of course, to broaden my cultural horizons, and they'll say "ooh! If you can make it there, you can make it anywhere!"
And i'll say, "Eh, ya' know...no biggie. That shit was over before I even realized it." And then i'll go pound a 40 from out my fridge which will contain nothing but 40's. (Like the Nothin' but a G' thang video! My dreeeeam!!)
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